[Dmitry Wolfbauer] A summer in words
May 31, 2017 15:58:40 GMT
Post by Deleted on May 31, 2017 15:58:40 GMT
It's nice to be out of school though the summer free feeling over summer is still not here. There is much going on this summer I'm hoping to train with Professor Ria to become and Animaugs before term start. I'm also looking forward to training with Dristan so I can step foot back in to the dueling circuit. Then there is the matter of my family. My parents have divorced and mother is on a war path to ensure my life is a living hell. She's never approved of my dueling and blames every misfortune on my father even though, as I discovered, it was her idea for me to start at Durmstrang to begin with. Father has all but dropped from the picture as he is living now in Germany. I know I can send him an Owl when I need to but in his last letter to me before term ended there was something there that didn't feel right. I fear I won't be hearing from him anytime soon, if at all. However he did give me on final act of kindness by allowing me to stay where I chose as. Going home this summer I would have been a prisoner to her while my mother tried to shape me in to her perfect little boy something she's tired to do for so long. I guess I never lived up to her expectations.
As I sit here in the leak cauldron waiting for my ride I have to wonder what this summer will bring. I will be staying with Professor Kestral, a vampire. This is of course to so I can be closer to my girlfriend Lilianna. There is something about here that when I'm around her I feel balanced. She has come to mean so much to me, our time together is far more valuable to me that time on my own.
Before we left the school Professors Ria, Kestral and myself all sat and had a small talk about my staying with her this summer, We talked about my concerns and known impressions of vampires, as I'm not a fan of them solely based on my DI education. I've come to realize, thanks in large part to Lili, that I hold to close to those ways and I need to expand on what I know, to challenge it, maybe even change it. Who knows may Kestral and her reforming pack aren't as bad as the rest, but that thought a lone won't stop me from placing certain safety nets in place. One of which is already on its way. I have just two more and I feel we should be good.
I must confess after writing my last, I am truly uneasy about the rest of the pack. Kestral has given her word that no harm will come to us. But with Lili being hunted, her gift becoming stronger, her family ties granting her power and influence, it feels like there is a target on her back. I don't know how Kestral can ensure her safty when her and her kind sleep during the day light hours and in the summer the evenings are so short. This fear will only increase as the days go on until I feel I can trust the rest of the pack, however many there are. Something just doesn't feel right.
I will protect Lili to the best I can. Not because she can't take care of her self, so she doesn't have to do it on by her self.
...
I've gone over my list, the knives I had ordered look simply amazing and the fit my had perfectly. I also have the rest of my supplies for my 2nd safety net when I meet with Dristan. I've said it a lot lately but writing it here is just fun. I really do love magic. Why Wizards have to hide I will never know, we could help muggle kind so much with the right tactics.
As I sit here in the leak cauldron waiting for my ride I have to wonder what this summer will bring. I will be staying with Professor Kestral, a vampire. This is of course to so I can be closer to my girlfriend Lilianna. There is something about here that when I'm around her I feel balanced. She has come to mean so much to me, our time together is far more valuable to me that time on my own.
Before we left the school Professors Ria, Kestral and myself all sat and had a small talk about my staying with her this summer, We talked about my concerns and known impressions of vampires, as I'm not a fan of them solely based on my DI education. I've come to realize, thanks in large part to Lili, that I hold to close to those ways and I need to expand on what I know, to challenge it, maybe even change it. Who knows may Kestral and her reforming pack aren't as bad as the rest, but that thought a lone won't stop me from placing certain safety nets in place. One of which is already on its way. I have just two more and I feel we should be good.
I must confess after writing my last, I am truly uneasy about the rest of the pack. Kestral has given her word that no harm will come to us. But with Lili being hunted, her gift becoming stronger, her family ties granting her power and influence, it feels like there is a target on her back. I don't know how Kestral can ensure her safty when her and her kind sleep during the day light hours and in the summer the evenings are so short. This fear will only increase as the days go on until I feel I can trust the rest of the pack, however many there are. Something just doesn't feel right.
I will protect Lili to the best I can. Not because she can't take care of her self, so she doesn't have to do it on by her self.
...
I've gone over my list, the knives I had ordered look simply amazing and the fit my had perfectly. I also have the rest of my supplies for my 2nd safety net when I meet with Dristan. I've said it a lot lately but writing it here is just fun. I really do love magic. Why Wizards have to hide I will never know, we could help muggle kind so much with the right tactics.