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Post by Deleted on May 15, 2017 11:23:14 GMT
The journal is a Miskatonic university book, the book looks like it has seen better days. The book is filled with notes and lists. Most of the notes are hard to read. Some of the more important notes are underlined.
May 2017.
Why did my God come to me when I inadvertently summoned him in that sodding house? That was the first time I saw him since I found my faith here in Arkham. He showed his charming side and made me feel better and as always I agreed to enact his wills and I will find him more people to worship him in all his glory. People need to find faith.
I'm also worried about what I did in the street. I shouted at someone I shouldn't have. This man, he seemed to be quite handsome was hassling someone. I got involved and shouted at him. I don't do that. Anything that attracts attention to me is a no no. This man seemed to be hunting down cults and cultists. What if he knows about me and my devotion to my God? He did seem preoccupied with Dickens however. Something about a sign.
In the journal there is also the business card that Dickens gave for his books with a note there to possibly visit there for some reading as well as a to do list. Most of it is pretty standard things including buy food, pay rent and arrange library for finals. The things that are underlined are:
Find Martha. Not spoken to her since London.
Find worshipers for him. How?
Find out more about the handsome man I shouted at.
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Post by Deleted on May 16, 2017 12:29:01 GMT
On a new page in slightly neater handwriting there is something new that Matilda notes down.
Well I got to find out more about the handsome man. He was there in the library. He introduced himself as Jeremy and he was researching that house. He spun some lines about looking for a painting, in reality he thinks that Dickens and myself were doing something more sinister there.
I used my charms the best I could. It is in my interest,plus he is a very good looking gentleman who could do with finding true faith with my God. He would be more than welcomed by Nyarlathotep.
Jeremy is most likely using me to gain some sort of dirt on me, he gave me his card and kissed my hand. I might have to contact him soon just to get closer to him and to stop him searching
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Post by Deleted on May 25, 2017 6:06:10 GMT
In neat handwriting in black ink another journal entry.
Oh my Goodness. I think I might have a date in the future with Jeremy. The long game has worked so far! I already had his number on a card he gave me in the Library but whilst at the park café he wrote his number down on my wrist. I gave him my number as well. The last man I gave my number to was in London. I'ma little giddy..... If he was not obsessed with getting information from me. He knows I have a secret. Still he will find out soon and I hope he finds true faith with my God.
I'm assuming he will call me at some point....... I'm trying to play it cool. I'm not going to call him. I'm not going to look desperate.
He did look handsome in the natural light. Made my heart flutter.
The rest of the page is another to do list.
1) prepare library for new display
2) Contact parents if possible
3) Buy new dress.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 3, 2017 7:27:03 GMT
I best book an appointment with a hairdresser. Might shed the dowdy librarian look. I can't remember the last time I had my hair done.
Finally visted Claw Marks. Was great to speak to Dickens. He said he would like to teach me some rituals. I'm quite looking forward to that. Also mentioned Jermey as well. I shared my plan with him, he has told me to not get drawn in. I don't plan to...... But I'm worried I already have done.
Dickens also asked if I wanted to tag along with him and his friend Caleb (met him a few times) to New York. I mean that would be pretty awesome but I'd have to get time off.
We're meeting up again next week to do a ritual together. We're also having dinner together as well
What if our God's hate each other??
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Post by Deleted on Jun 20, 2017 7:58:29 GMT
15th June 2017
Mind not feeling as fraglie now as before. The Vampire magic has gone, just the helplessness I felt is still there. It should go at some point I hope. Not felt like this since London.
Things have gotten a little bit complicated on the possible romance front. I had been flirting with Jeremy for a while and agreed to go on a date with him. Yes I liked him but let's be honest I am using him and he could be using me. I mean always asking me questions and trying to get me to slip up. We exchanged numbers and he was going to call me with a view to go out to paint the town red (his words not mine) Then he disappeared.
Then New York happened. With all the things going on in NYC I found myself developing feelings for Dickens (or Arthur) he is also a cultist so that is a plus (but alas a different God. Could be an issue). He found my address and apologised to me for what happened and for lying to me. By then I knew I that I wanted to get to know him more in a possible romantic way. I've agreed to go on a date in Boston with him. I'm looking forward to that. Even treating myself to a new dress. I mean he's probably used to glamorous women in New York. I'm far from it.
Now what do I do about Jermey? It would be unfair on Dickens if I did agree to go out one evening with Jeremy..... But then again it would stop Jermey hounding Dickens for answers.......
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Post by Deleted on Jul 1, 2017 13:33:25 GMT
25th June
Well the date happened with Arthur/Dickens and it was not the type of date I was used to. In a good way of course, my last date in London was spent in some trendy pop up bar in Shoreditch. Last night was what I would definitely call perfect. We spent time exploring Boston before having dinner together and seeing the city lights. Of course we kissed as well. It feels right to be together. Almost like we fit together. We have a second date on Friday.
Finally got through to my parents and they've invited me to spend a few days back home in Rockport. I must admit I've not seen them in a while so I am looking forward to seeing them. The break from Arkham will do me good after what happened in New York and reflect on my love life. Still debating if I should leave Jermey a voicemail. I'll also probably contact Dickens as well, as I plan to do some research on our God's.
I've booked my train tickets and am leaving later on today. Should be back on the 29th. Bag to be packed now and taxi booked to get me to the station.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 13, 2017 11:27:55 GMT
12th July
My head hurts so much right now. Maybe drinking a whole bottle of Gin was a bad idea, I blame a bad few days at work. I should have known that alcohol makes me more prone to shouting at people. *Checks phone*
Oh bugger last night I left a voicemail to Jeremy because he never called me back. I hope he never hears that. That would be embarrassing. I don't even want to date him. I'm with Arthur now. He is ten times the man Jeremy is, but I'm trying to keep them both away from each other. Call it protecting Arthur from Jeremy. Or a bright idea I had.
Anyway for the first time in a long while I'm going to work hungover.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2017 9:40:41 GMT
20th July.
Well how can I ever forget what I saw in that farmhouse. I saw zombies, demons and a journal that I still have.
Well I have this book that was written by someone, someone who was like me. A worshiper of Nyarlathotep. I believe I had to find this book when we were at the house. I had a quick read through it and he communicated with me through the book. I was chosen to be his voice on earth. Well that was a shock to the system. Me a humble junior librarian, chosen one. I'm still in shock at it all.
Recovery is going well. Saw Arthur's doctor who checked my injuries. Thankfully not as bad as the others. Just plenty of rest and TLC is needed. I have spoken to Dr Armitage about reducing my hours as I want to dedicate more time to research and investigation. He seems happy at that. Edna less so. I'll still be a librarian. Just with a focus on the research side and investigation. Both Hilford and The farmhouse has given me a taste of it and I want more.
Also Arthur said he loved me and yeah I said it back to him because I really do. I don't know what the future holds but I know that he is in it.
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