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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 4:18:39 GMT
She nods her head. "Yes I imagine I will." she sips her beverage.
When he asks about the bond to him she simply smiles. "It doesn't bother me. I'm good with it. The vauldrie will help with both bonds I'm currently under. I've the mental capacity to understand them better then I first did. Though there is the need to make sure you approve of such things I may come to do."
She thought a moment. "I wonder if coming here tonight was part of that pull?" she asks queitly. "David comes first of course. Always will but I do want to please you and the sect. I want to do right by it all." she adds.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 13:44:47 GMT
Exo quirks a brow. "Is the bond the only reason you want to please me?" he asks with a small smile. "I know the bond can help such thoughts along...but part of me wonders if the thought is yours first with the bond reinforcing it..."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 15:56:31 GMT
"Ah well." She laughs. "It is obvious the bond does amplify that. Yes. But the reason I want to make sure you are happy is because I don't want anything to happen to David. My issues in the past between us, caused to my pain to him. I can't do that again. I won't. My bond to him is stronger then my bond to you."
She wasn't trying to be rude by any means. She knew she held no ill will towards Exo, mostly because of the bond but also because of her bond to David. Her actions would reflect on him and he could be punished and that was the last thing she wanted.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 31, 2017 23:20:03 GMT
Exo nodded and thinks for a long moment. "You understand that things are a bit different now that you are embraced right? You are kindred now. David is your sire...but you also have to take a bit of responsibility for your actions." He smiles over at her. "You know better and you are learning to get even better." He shrugs and stands. "If you only want to please me to keep David safe...well, don't worry about me."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 31, 2017 23:28:21 GMT
Aisha looks at him as he speaks. "Have I not always taken responsibility for my actions? Even the one night. I took claim for what I did before and after the punishment was handed out."
She leaned back a moment and thought. When he stood she looked at him. "It is more then just David and you know that just as much as I do." she doesn't stand as she replies. "Besides the bond, you are Sabbat and you are our Bishop. There are plenty of reasons to want to stay on your good side."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 31, 2017 23:47:40 GMT
Exo turns to look at her. "You are...true. What I mean is...your sire? Doesn't always have to be involved. But that's unimportant." He moves to stand closer to her. "Is that it though? I get our bond...but is that it? I'm the Bishop...I'm Sabbat...that all you see when you look at me? I'm curious..."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 31, 2017 23:57:56 GMT
She seemed confused for a moment. "What do you mean? He would be involved because he is my husband." she lifted an eyebrow. Unsure of what was being said.
She looks up at him as he steps closer, still she doesn't stand. "I really haven't had the chance to look at you any other way. There is the bond. Before that anger and hatred. I have respect for you. I could not answer that question any other way though because of the different pulls. Ask me again when I am no longer bond by blood." she replies.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 1, 2017 0:10:40 GMT
Exo nods and sighs with a shrug as he sits on the couch again. "I suppose so. Blood bonds..." He runs a hand through his hair. "Just...be you. Don't walk on egg shells around me. I told you I cared about you and that you could come to me whenever, and I meant it. Not because I'm a Bishop. So, I dunno." He shrugs again.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 1, 2017 0:15:29 GMT
She watches as he sits back down. "I am trying to just be me. I thought I was. I am sorry." she replies. She leans back against the couch again.
"There is just so much in my head right now that I am not sure who I am. I am not the same witch you first met. I have to figure out how to deal with all the changes. They are slow right now." she forced a sigh.
"I miss my magic. I was born with it as a part of me. I miss flying. I miss the sun." she sighs. "Don't mind me. It has only been a little over 3 weeks yet. I'm sure I'll be like this for awhile yet." she shrugs.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 1, 2017 0:30:10 GMT
Exo nods. "Yea...I still miss the sun once in awhile too." He looks over at her. "That's why I find things to interest me. Luckily, dance is ever changing and growing so I've always got something to keep trying. We traveled and did many things. So it's what you have to do now. Then you won't think too much about your life before."
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Post by Deleted on Sept 1, 2017 0:35:29 GMT
"First things first, I have to keep the siren in check and the beast and then I read or watch the boys rehearse. I've not dared to step out and do more yet. I've not trusted myself after the one night we went hunting with Mary." she sighs.
"Maybe I'll try to venture more and find something to occupy myself with other than reading that book so many times over." she chuckles softly. "Maybe I'll dance later as well." she smiled.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 1, 2017 0:43:56 GMT
Exo nods. "Occupying your mind helps a lot. Read different books, dance, play your own music. You need a goal as well. Something that you do for you. Running with my pack? Becoming a Bishop was a goal...and I accomplished it. Growing in the Sabbat, seeing my pack reunite...making sure that we all keep surviving together? All of my goals that keep me going."
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Post by Deleted on Sept 1, 2017 0:57:13 GMT
She nods her head in understanding. "I think goals will be a good idea once I find a way to cope with everything. I'll talk with David when we have time. Maybe in the next day or so." she finishes her wyne and smiles to him.
"I really am glad you showed up. I appreciate having someone to talk to."
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Post by Deleted on Sept 1, 2017 1:05:29 GMT
He smiles and nods. "Anytime. I know what I am...Bishop and all. But I am also another kindred. I entirely understand what it takes to move forward in this unlife without becoming submissive to my beast. If you want to talk...just call. I'll show up."
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Post by Deleted on Sept 1, 2017 1:18:58 GMT
She stands smiling. "I shall remember that Exo." she holds her empty glass.
"Until next time then." she walks to the door and looks at him. "Do try to go out and enjoy yourself while Mary is at school. Being alone all the time isn't always a good thing either."
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