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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 2:44:10 GMT
Aisha walks into the castle wearing a simple skirt and matching earthly colored tank top. She is quite nervous and her stomach is quite in knots as she walks looking around. She had not been on her own before and she wasn't sure what to do with herself. She walked to the bar and ordered herself a glass of bloodwyne and found herself a chair to sit in off the way a bit.
She was just being curious looki g around and keeping to herself. She had a lot going through her mind but she did her best to keep her thoughts to herself and buried behind other thoughts because she didn't know who could simply enter her mind and read it all. She didn't want to cause any issues. She was sure if her heart had a beat still it would be pounding in her chest. She sipped her drink and tried to let her mind clear away from all the things that had clouded her recently. Her eyes scanning the other Kindred.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 3:23:35 GMT
Exo stepped into the castle with a thoughtful look on his face. Jeans and a black hoodie adorned him and a black bandanna covered his forehead. Heading for the bar, he wanted to relax and contemplate...something that was going on...
...and then eyes spotted her. Aisha. He blinked and walked over to her. "Good evening..." he said to her softly.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 3:29:28 GMT
Aisha is quite lost in thought as she thinks about everything and finally has the downtime to think through things when her thoughts are interrupted. She startles a moment and looks up to see Exo. She stands with a smile brushing off her worries.
"Good evening dear. Please sit. How are you?" It is obvious she isn't quite sure how to act all of a sudden with him here. Her mind races, did she bow? Did she kneel at his feet? Did she sit where she was? She vaguely remembers Mary and her lessons and the bond seems to spark but she seems to fiddle for a moment looking at him for some sort of a guidance.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 3:34:41 GMT
Exo smiles and orders a glass of bloodwyne. "I'm alright. And I am doing ok." He got his glass and offered his hand. "Shall we go to a side room and chat?" he asks with a smile.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 3:37:39 GMT
She smiles softly and takes his hand as they walk.
"Just okay? Is something on your mind?" her nerves seemed to settle a little as she was around someone familiar. It eased her mind to know she wasn't alone here.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 3:45:42 GMT
Exo led her to a room and closed the door behind them. He then moved to sit on the couch and smiled at her, waiting to see where she sits. "I've had a few things come up here and there. Thoughts, situations, emotions...things I need to sort out. Usually i dance but...this didn't seem like a dancing night...and now I know why..." He smirks at her.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 3:49:16 GMT
She followed him into the room and when he sat she stood there feeling a bit out of place.
"I do hope I am not the reason." she says quietly. "Though I came for much the same reasons. Trying to sort things out and find myself now in this new life." she takes a sip of her drink still unsure what to do as her mind nags at the various things she had been taught or told and everything seemed to sound all perplexed in her mind and she couldn't quite clear her thoughts.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 3:51:35 GMT
Exo watched her and finally grinned. "Aisha...are you trying to figure out where to sit? Figure out if you should kneel at my feet or something?" he asked softly after sipping some wyne. Ink black eyes caught hers as he sat and waited for an answer.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 3:55:36 GMT
She didn't quite know the how to answer the question. She heard it, knew that was one of the many things going on in her mind but she didn't answer right away. She sort of just stared into his black inky eyes.
Finally after several long moments of silence she answered. "Well yes. I am." she replies.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 3:59:00 GMT
Exo nodded and looked at her for a moment before gesturing. "Your choice. Couch next to me...chair near by. Floor in front of me...and of course, my lap." He smirks softly and sipped his wine. "You are kindred now. Things change..."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 4:02:58 GMT
She caught the smirk for him and couldn't help but smile back. She still didn't move right away but when she finally did. She sat next to him on the couch. She glanced down at her cup for a moment just staring into the liquid.
She looked up and met his eyes again. "So what has been on your mind?" she asks as she fiddles with the stem on the glass in her hands still feeling uneasy for some unknown reason.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 4:08:26 GMT
Exo smiles. "Pack things...Bishop stuff. Learning that my echoes aren't exactly echoes but actual feeling. Turns out I have actual feelings..." He chuckles and looks over at her. "What about you? I thought if you had problems, you would speak with David about it...or bring him here..."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2017 4:15:14 GMT
She listens as he speaks. "I did tell David that echos made no sense to me when I was a witch." she chuckles softly. "I have spoken to David. But he is a busy man. Pack, band, things piled up while he was away and he has to get things in order."
She takes a sip of her drink. "I've just been feeling on the outside watching all the interactions of him and the pack mates and it makes me feel a bit lonely. To not have whatever it is they have with each other. I love him and I don't regret my choices, I just need to find my place among the already formed group that they are and I am struggling with it. Along with other things." she was being truthful in it all. Thoughts she had written down in her journal about wanting to feel more apart of everything. She forced a sigh and leaned back against the couch.
"They are not your problems though. I just need to find my resolve, set up new goals for my life and find where I fit into everything."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 2:53:43 GMT
Exo nods as he sips his wyne. "Sounds about right. Finding a purpose is important. Without purpose, our existence loses meaning." He glanced over and into her eyes. "It's also a matter of figuring out who you are and what you need in your unlife. You have eternity. What do you want to do with it? Goals change as time goes on, so don't think you are stuck with one decision. Maria and I traveled for a long time. We found purpose among the Sabbat when we created the Last Rites pack. Gave our lives more meaning." He smiles.
"You're smart though. You will figure it out. And no...perhaps not my problems. But...I do care about you. So, if you need me? I am here. Even if its just for advice."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:03:10 GMT
"I appreciate that." she said with a soft smile. "I'm finding it difficult but I am trying." she then looks into his eyes and pulls out the leather throng around her neck, the black onyx cross at the end. "I have come to one conclusion. That Shiva is my mortal life, I left the statue behind. I think it is better that way. I am choosing the sect and their beleifs and history." she says witha smile before tucking the cross away.
"It was one of a few choices I made since going to New York and one I am happy with."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:13:37 GMT
Exo smiles, seeing his gift around her neck. "Whenever we did something? We left one of those crosses behind. With a Bishop to know they could call on us...or near a pile of ash that was once a Camarilla Elder. We were nomadic...and we were happy. Things change, new goals came...we separated for a bit. Now...slowly, we are coming back together." He smiles soft.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:16:25 GMT
"Time does change all." she sips her glass and looks away for a moment her mind thinking about what to do with herself.
Then another thought. "Do you ever get jealous?" she looked to him.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:18:27 GMT
Exo looks at her thoughtfully for a long moment. "You say jealous...but I have to ask you to clarify. I have a feeling I know what you mean but...I don't want to assume. So...jealous of what my dear?" he asks with a smile, obviously curious of the answer.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:22:10 GMT
She chuckles softly. "Of other people. Like I find myself severely jealous of the fan girls all over my husband. My sire."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:25:31 GMT
"Ah...so of course you mean anyone that Maria might also be sleeping with?" he asks with a smirk, ink black eyes watching hers and watching her response as he gives his. "Jealousy is...an emotion that lies deep within us all. We all feel it...at odd times sometimes." He leans forward slowly and his forhead almost touches her. "Maria and I? I love her very much...and I am aware that she...dallies...would be a word to use. But no...I will not and can not get jealous of such a thing."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:27:54 GMT
She sighs softly. Looking into his eyes. "Why can you not address it? If it bothers you so? I've tried to address the issue but find I only come out angrier."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:31:18 GMT
"Oh i can address it...but I don't get jealous." He reaches up and caresses her cheek gently. "Aisha...I find that in this life? Our unlife? After so many years and understanding what is out there? Jealousy of such a thing is...time consuming and useless. Especially when there is one thing I know to be true..." He chuckles.
"No matter what happens? Maria will always come back to me. She might sleep with someone else now and again...but she comes back to me..."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:35:39 GMT
Aisha closed her eyes for a moment and then sat up and looked at him. "So you are saying then I should allow his dallies? Let him run around with whomever he chooses?" she threw her hands up and huffed standing with her glass.
"Why should I allow that? He brought me into this life to share it with him. Not for him to go run around flaunting it at any fan girl panty dropper that wants to bed him." she drinks a much larger sip of her glass.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:40:56 GMT
Exo doesn't stand but he does watch her as he sits up. "No...I am saying that I do not get jealous. Should you allow it? I don't know. Is that what he wants? Have you spoken with him about it?" He sets his wine aside. "You are sharing eternity with him...but remember this. We kindred? Sex is physical. We are more attuned to...sensual things. We see better, smell better, touch better. Sex is great, especially when you drink a bit from one another and the blood flows and..." he stops and chuckles. "It is up to you how you feel...and it is up to you to understand that we are not human. Emotions we feel, yes. But some things are beneath us."
He runs a hand through his hair and sighs. "Truthfully? There is only one person that I am truly jealous of in this world..."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:44:42 GMT
"So then I should feel as though his fans are beneath me? That they aren't worth the time I give them worrying about such things?" she runs a hand through her own hair and turns and paces a moment.
"What happens if I am not enough? What if he want's another childe?" she can feel herself becoming a bit emotional. "I am not the sharing type with him. I doubt he is with me. We have both seen his reactions." she laughs a bit. "Who could you be possibly jealous of? You just said you weren't jealous."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:48:47 GMT
"I'm not. Not of any random person she might decide to lead on for a bit." He smirks as he looks into her eyes. "Her and I? Different clans. Me? I'm jealous of her sire. He'd be the only person who could possibly take her from me forever." He sighs. "But that's something I live with. You? Yes, these fan girls are beneath you. It's you he comes home to. But talk to him. Explain to him your concerns. Together? Decide on things...such as whether or not he wants to create you a broodmate. Find out what he wants Aisha. Knowledge and logic? Powerful tools when employed correctly."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:53:10 GMT
"I would be concerned as well if every childe feels as I do about my Sire then I can understand where you are coming from." she sits back down and takes another sip.
"I will when when we have time. He is so busy getting things in order from being gone so long that when we do get a moment it is only right before the day takes us. Most nights he is up and about before I have risen." she crosses her legs and lets out a sigh.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 3:58:24 GMT
Exo nods. "Perhaps...hmm..." He thinks and then looks a her. "Why not write down your concerns? Sometimes it helps to see it written down so you can try to better understand how you feel. And maybe he can read it...and he can see how you feel." He shrugs but smiles. "As I said...you are smart. You will figure it out." He runs a hand through his hair and chuckles. "Also...don't forget the blood bond between you two. It still exists you know. Sometimes that bond can fuel things like jealousy...so be careful."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 4:05:57 GMT
She already wrote her thoughts down in a journal. She wondered how he would feel reading them. It was certainly an idea to think about.
"As for the blood." she laughs. "Yes I know. I have to you as well. I can feel it." she shakes her head. "I think he is bond to me as well, we have had nights of feeding from each other. Though is it really feeding?" a question to think over. "I know once we share in the valudrie it will change. At least that is what I am lead to believe. I do wish to share in one with his pack mates. I know I'm one of them, but yet I am not."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 30, 2017 4:08:25 GMT
He nods. "You will. And then you will fully understand what we feel." He then shakes his head. "As for the feeding of one another...that does not create a blood bond. You have to actively will the bond when you give him your blood." He looks up into her eyes and gives her a smirk. "And yes...you do have a bond to me. Are you doing ok with that?"
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