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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 4:04:53 GMT
Derrik was in his cell doing his usual routine. He hd to keep busy. Just had to. He couldn't let his mind drift into the dark places it didn't belong. Couldn't allow himself to fall into laziness and inactivity.
Having just got done with another round of sit ups he laid back, eyes staring up at the stone cieling of his cell. Breathing labored and sweating. It was a blissful moment of serenity within his mind. Physical labor doing the one thing he could not do in meditation, and that was bring his thoughts to a state of stillness. It lingered now.
Not that it lasted long. Interupted by the sounds fo the prison. Like the scuff of shoes on the other side of the bars to his cell. Sighing, Derrik pushed up into a seated position... and immediately the atmosphere he'd created for himself was shattered and his mind was racing.
Christian. With Christian came everything else. The close bond formed over years, the trust that brought. The sexual tension and the realization of that into their physcal relationship... And the request the auror had made of him... and the deal Derrik had put forth as his terms for accepting it. He had thought that he could accept this agreement if it got him his kids, but no. It only made his anger at himself and the guilt more intense.
Christian got a hard look. That guarded look that spoke of too much emotion building up within Derrik. Normally it would speak trouble for the other, but with Christian? Well, not even Derrik could possibly predict how this would go. So instead he sat with his arms on his raised knees there on the floor, waiting.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 4:10:54 GMT
Christian was already there at the entrance to Derrik's cell and leaning and watching him quietly. This had been the longest the two of them had gone without talking in a very long time and the chasm that he felt right now between the both of them was almost unbearable. "We need to talk...." His voice low and somber as he remained where he was looking down at the man.....well he wondered now if that was even an idea in Derrik's mind or heart anymore.
He missed him terribly. There were things, thoughts, fantasies, and other things that only Derrik could fulfill and thus complete Christian that he would never speak about.
Slowly he walks in now and sits down and pulls out a pack of smoke and removes his cap. "First.....tell me of this woman Lukas spoke to me about. The one who helped you?" He whispers lighting a smoke and giving it to him and lighting his own.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 5:11:49 GMT
It was right there at the tip of his tongue. What more is there left to say? Except he couldn't. Anyone else would have heard them after what had happened. But then Christian had always been a special case, hadn't he?
Instead he sat there and watched as Christian entered the cell. Then sat as well. Lighting up a cigarette to give him. Derrik took it, but did not put it to his lips right away. He was trying to get a read on Christian, but somehow he found that harder to do right then. Too much going on in his mind. He needed that calm space back.
But Christian had brought up a topic Derrik never thought he would ever hear. A topic laid to rest years ago. Her face the last time he saw her popped into his mind. Slowly the cigarette rose up and he took a long drag. "Helped me ut? You'll have to be more specific. There were a lot of women who helped me out on many jobs." Which was true, but only one was important, and Lukas was upstairs asleep during those conversations. HE shouldn't have known her involvement in anything that was important.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 5:18:34 GMT
"Lukas and I know about the woman Derrik. Lukas told me he heard the whole conversation. Now do not bullshit me. This could lead to at least a conditional pardon you dumbass. Now.....I want her information and who she is and I want it all now." He slides down off the bed and without a word slams his lips to Derrik's and kisses him deeply and longingly having wanting to kiss him for so long and their were tears in his eyes from the kiss. He hated this wedge between them. "FOr the love of god tell me Derrik I am begging you." He pleaded.
He waited now. The more Derrik would play dumb the angrier Christian could become. This could lead to at least a position like Azra has and he wanted that for him.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 6:20:23 GMT
Derrik stared blankly at Christian, bringing up those walls to protect the turmoil within his mind. Lukas had heard and kept it quiet? For this long and was only speaking up now? Derrik wasn't going to give Christian a response. He wasn't, at all. But as was so often, things don't always go the way you want them to. Like with Christian getting on his knees and kissing him right here in his cell. In public view.
Derrik instantly reacted. Reaching up and taking a handful of Christian's recently cut hair - he hated that, he missed having all that hair to sink his hand into already. The kiss brought up all of that passion Derrik held within for Christian. Intensified by the emotions created by the rift between them and this new topic.
Derrik had missed this and didn't want it to end. Struggled with it and the annoyance Christian wouldn't just drop this topic. He was like a pitbull with a bone. He saw the tears in Christian's eyes and it affected him. Visably affected him, and Christian would see that. After a moment he brought their foreheads together. whatever audience there was to this. Christian was his and this would let that claim be seen to all. Let the news spready. This auror was his.
"Let sleeping dogs lay, Christian."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 6:27:19 GMT
Christian knew that tone as he felt Derrik's forehead to his. Damn he missed this. He missed their closeness. "Alright....." He whispers but was he going to let this go, oh hell no. He would come back to it another day. Right now.....he leans back realizing they were out in the open. "Get your A** up and come with me." He whispers and fixes his uniform and puts out his smoke and stands at the entrance of Derrik's cell and looked around for a moment. "Now would be a good time." He whispers and heads into the cell block walking right next to Derrik.
They come to a certain point and Christian opens and locked door with his wand and shoves Derrik through it and steps in and shuts it behind him. They were now in the back corridors and here they would not be seen. He slams Derrik against the wall forcefully and presses himself against Derrik kissing him feverishly and his hands under Derriks's shirt wanting to desperately feel his skin. He was not going to take the submissive role this time. This time Derrik would get to deal with the dominant side of him, thanks Yuna.
He rakes his nails along his chest as he bites at his lower lip and pulling and growling.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 6:59:29 GMT
Derrik was surorised by Christian's easy acceptance of not pursuing this topic of conversation. He had fully expect a fight over it. An argument that would have inevitably ruined this moment building up between them. But then, perhaps Christian had missed this just as much as Derrik had.
Derrik watched Christian curiously before standing and following after. A quizzical look on his face. He said nothing, just followed along. Seeing where he was being taken. Having not the slightest idea.
Then they were somethere new, somewhere that seemed relatively private and desserted. Derrik was surprised when he was shoved back against the wall, but did not fight back. A grin briefly on his lips at the beginning of the kiss before giving himself over to it. Letting all those emotions dominate in his mind and bleed out.
His hand returned to Christian's hair, taking hold again. His other reaching down and around, taking firm hold of the auror's A** through his uniform. Groaning as those nails raked over his skin, hopefully leaving marks. Derrik was not one against sporting the claiming marks of his lovers. In fact, he wore them with pride and rather enjoyed leaving his own.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 7:39:35 GMT
Christian growled against Derrik's lips and dug his nails into his skin further not caring if he was breaking skin at this point. This was a side of Christian that Derrik had never seen before and before Derrik could react Christian turns him quickly to where his chest was against the wall. " I have missed you Rogue Boy." Another heated growl as he bites Derrik's neck and then his shoulder making quick work of Derrik's pants right off of him. Derrik would hear Christian's zipper come down.
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Christian held Derrik very close to him right now against the wall not saying one word just enjoying the moment with him. "Forgive me.......I did not mean ever to hurt you. Please forgive me." He lays his head on Derrik's shoulder. "What can I do to help us Derrik?"
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 8:18:38 GMT
Derrik rested against the wall, breathing heavily as if he'd just run a marathon. One hand currently braced against the wall, the other still gripping Christian's hip. Nails still pressed against the man's skin. They were short and blunt, but he had dug in and there would be marks left from his hands alternating reaching back during the encounter.
"The you're talking 'bout?" Derrik grumbled, his voice low and rough. "ing loved every minute."
After a moment Derrik then shifted and turned, releasing Christian until he was leaning back into the wall. Then he had an arm around the other man's waist and a hand up cradling the back of hsi head. Taking a moment to look into Christian's eyes before kissing him. Bordering between the roughness that always seemed to be a part of Derrik and a gantleness rarely seen. Even with his ex-wife.
" if I know. We're both broken men. Ain't any way to fix us. Why we're here, and why your dumbass wont leave."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 8:37:25 GMT
Christian breath was hard and heavy. "No.....I was saying forgive me for driving you away. I....Derrik...." His eyes stained with tears. "Damn it I love you, you son of a B****." There it was. All cards on the table. Christian stepped back and brought his pants up and secured everything and lit a smoke and another to Derrik and took a drag and sighed.
He tries to wipe the tears away. "I missed you so ing much." He sighed and looked up to the ceiling of the room they were in right now. "Broken men.....that is putting it nicely." He whispers and looks to Derrik. "Besides.....I am a bastard according to my mother and I belong here so....." He shrugs.
"Can you accept me for who I am?"
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 8:59:26 GMT
One brow rose up. "The driving away was pretty damn mutual there," Derrik said in all honesty. He hadn't been stupid in saying the words he had. He knew that he would have an affect on Christian as well. Especially looking back.
But then his mind shut down. Yes, he took the cigarette, but he stayed there. Leaning against the wall was his pants around his ankles and his shirt showing dark marks from some of the places that Christian's nails had broken the skin. Looking as he was, completely debauched. And... dumbfounded in the wake of those words. He stared at the cigarette in his hand.
Love. Love wasn't something for an inmate to have any dealings with. Not a murderer like him. Yet here he was, faced with his best friend, his buddy.... Love? Sure, he was possessive of Christian in his own mind. Felt no qualms in publically claiming the man for other inmates to see. But love?
Derrik heard the words Christian went on to say. The last bit had him flicking away the cigarette, unsmoked. Derrik yanked up his pants and then reached out, grabbing Christian's shirt front in his fist and yanking his friend back close.
" your mother. And you know I do. I wouldn't have agreed to your ing terms if I didn't you ing idiot." He didn't know if it was love. Didn't know if such a ing thing was possible in here after all he had done.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 17:11:39 GMT
Being brought close to Derrik and pulling his pants back up and being held there Christian gazed deeply into his eyes. He did not return his response and just kept quiet about it. His words slamming into him and he pulled back now and stood there as he was buttoning up his shirt just watching Derrik. "ing idiot." He chuckles. "You know Derrik there are times I really wonder about you. You think you have such a harden image. Think that being this that no one can get inside and whatever and you keep forgetting I know the real you not this persona because that is all it is. I remember the guy that loved to have fun, would not stop laughing....." He just stopped at that point.
"Well I do love you whether you wish to either understand or accept it that is up to you. Does not change me." He sighs and lights a smoke tossing him one and lighting it. "And damn it quit wasting my smokes they are not cheap anymore." He laughs to try and break the moment of the change of mood.
"By the way so that you know.....since I just found out about it from the aurors. You are going to hear a certain rumor about me, do not listen to it."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 11, 2017 0:53:56 GMT
Yeah, Derrik remembered those times. It had been a very different time. His beard and hair had been shorter and more well kept. He'd also been free and hadn't experienced what it was like to have your baby sister broken by men who were playing the system. And even before then, in school when Ilvermorny had been an escape from his father and expectations. Before the beard. Before the kids and the crime.
Though not too much before, being a teen father and husband. Only kid at Ilvermorny who was hitched at seventeen.
"That man you speak of? He change when he walked into a hospital room to see his sister beaten, broken in spirit and screaming when she saw me... just because I was a man." Derrik said, a dark look clouding his features. This time he didn't toss away or ignore the cigarette. He put it to his lips and took a deep drag as if to chase away those memories.
"Don't know if I can ever say the same, you deserve more than loving a murderer," Derrik said. "But you are mine all the same," he had to smirk a bit there. "Well, what bullshit are they saying now? I swear this place is worse than Ilvermorny."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 11, 2017 2:06:25 GMT
"That man is still standing before me and you can not tell me otherwise. Besides I see him looking at me right now." Christian was right up on Derrik again pressing him against the wall and gazing into his eyes. "Call me a liar, I dare you." He slyly smiles and roughly kisses him and pulls at his beard playfully as he stepped back now and brought Derrik's pants right back up for him and winks.
He left the part of his sister alone because he promised Derrik a very long time ago that he would never bring up what happened. It was too painful for Derrik.
"You are right. I deserve more and with you and another I have all the love I need." He winks and takes a drag of his smoke. "And before you ask no I am not going to tell you. You will have to figure that one out on your own. You have until hopefully I become warden to figure it out." He did love playing games with Derrik.
"Oh the rumor......That Azra and I are well intimate. Not true.....will have to explain that one if you can figure out our third member of our trio."
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Post by Deleted on Aug 13, 2017 1:07:53 GMT
Derrik would have argued the ppoint in his own way. Instead he let it go. Christian... Well, after what had happened with them he hadn't expected Christian to every act like this around him again. So, this time, he let it go.
"Another?" he asked, an eyebrow raising up at that statement. Then the other brow rose up as Christian let slip something else. "Warden? You're shitting me." That was a surprise. A good surprise. Christian deserved it after how much he had sacrificed for this place. He thought that had to be something to do with the rumor Christian had mentioned. He did not expect the one that came about.
His brows then furrowed, his eyes narrowing some.
"in'... of course you're not intimate with her. The woman's ing old enough to have birthed us." Derrik then gave a slight shudder and shook his head. "Not to mention you can't trust the woman to keep her ing trap shut. ing busy body. Ugh, ok, enough about that before I throw up my food. Who is this other person, after you saying that shit I have a ing right to be told, not guessing. And what's this about being warden?"
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